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IsolationDo you know what its like to worry about everything?
To never stop thinking.
To have your mind go in circles.
To feel so different, so isolated.
Well, I do.
For me there's always something on my mind,
Whether it's "Will I fail at life?" Or "Why do I suck?"
Or something so trivial,
Did I do my homework?
Did I just step on an ant?
Why did you snap at me?
These small things that take you 5 seconds to think over,
I spend hours worrying about it.
When I tell you my deep worries,
You reply simply and quick
Okay, okay OKAY!
Can you not see my fear, my anxiety, my anger?
You make me feel worse, like I'm alone in a crowd of people
Like isolation from the world.
GoodbyeAs I am still the same,
You are so different from yesterday,
And the day before
and the day before the before,
And when we first met.
We never fought
We never hated
Or for that matter, disliked,
We never even yelled
Or drifted apart,
Today is different
We are different
Life is different
the world is changing, so constantly
We are now just two people
Two separate, distant people,
In the past I was too young to know,
We change, drift and fade away
I am sorry we had to have met,
meeting to know this unfortunate fate of this unfortunate world of life
and i know
we will never come back together
never be that close
not ever again.
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